Elusive memories

Elusive memories

Photo by Laura Fuhrman on Unsplash

Originally published 11 January 1988

If I remem­ber right­ly, it was back about 1963 that I first got inter­est­ed in the bio­chem­istry of mem­o­ry. My curios­i­ty was sparked by some remark­able exper­i­ments with flat­worms — tiny, extreme­ly prim­i­tive ani­mals with rudi­men­ta­ry brains and ner­vous systems.

The worms were sub­ject­ed to a Pavlov­ian train­ing rou­tine, in which a pulse of strong light was fol­lowed by an elec­tric shock. After a while, the worms cringed with the onset of the light, even before they received the shock.

The lit­tle fel­lows had learned to antic­i­pate the shock, and had there­fore “remem­bered” what was com­ing. But what was most remark­able was this: When trained worms were cut up and fed to untrained worms, the untrained can­ni­bals also antic­i­pat­ed the shock. They had appar­ent­ly ingest­ed a learned behav­ior with dinner!

Well, maybe. It turned out that the flat­worm exper­i­ments were not easy to repli­cate, and have since been called into ques­tion. But at the time, the impli­ca­tion of these and relat­ed exper­i­ments seemed clear: Mem­o­ries were being stored in nerve cells in a mol­e­c­u­lar way, per­haps as a sequence of chem­i­cal units in RNA or pro­tein mol­e­cules, in much the same way as mol­e­c­u­lar DNA stores genet­ic infor­ma­tion. Only mol­e­cules, it was thought, and not neur­al net­works, could have sur­vived the trans­fer process from worm to worm.

There was some­thing sat­is­fy­ing about the idea of mem­o­ry as mol­e­cules. It seemed to endow mem­o­ries with a kind of mate­r­i­al per­ma­nence, some­thing more akin to “hard copy” than to “flop­py disks.”

Familiar faces without names

But, alas, the mem­o­ry-as-mol­e­cules the­o­ry has fad­ed from fash­ion, as indeed, in my own case, mem­o­ry itself is fad­ing away. I have reached an age (on the slip­pery side of 50) when I am increas­ing­ly afflict­ed by famil­iar faces that have no names, for­got­ten appoint­ments, unpaid bills, things mis­placed. I have this scary pre­mo­ni­tion that I will wake up one morn­ing to find that all of my inter­nal flop­py disks have been inad­ver­tent­ly erased.

There is not much solace to be had from cur­rent the­o­ries of mem­o­ry. Most con­tem­po­rary research con­firms that mem­o­ries are stored in the brain as net­works of inter­act­ing nerve cells, or neu­rons. The effect of expe­ri­ence is to some­how fine-tune the con­nec­tions between cells, the synaps­es, cre­at­ing a dif­fer­ent “trace” of inter­con­nect­ed cells for each mem­o­ry. Webs of fine-tuned synaps­es seem dis­tress­ing­ly more erasable than molecules.

But if truth be told, we still don’t know much about how the human brain stores infor­ma­tion, or how it is able to call up infor­ma­tion at will. Many neu­rol­o­gists believe that we are on the verge of sub­stan­tial break­throughs in under­stand­ing the bio­chem­istry of mem­o­ry, but my guess is that progress will be painful­ly slow.

There are per­haps as many as a hun­dred bil­lion nerve cells in the human brain. Each cell is in com­mu­ni­ca­tion, through a tree­like array of synaps­es, with thou­sands of oth­er cells. The pos­si­bil­i­ties of inter­con­nec­tion are stag­ger­ing­ly intri­cate, and the prob­lem of under­stand­ing them cor­re­spond­ing­ly difficult.

Faced with the intractable com­plex­i­ty of the human brain, many mem­o­ry researchers choose to work with sim­pler organ­isms. The Cal­i­for­nia sea snail Aplysia, a crea­ture about the size of the human hand, has been a pop­u­lar can­di­date for inves­ti­ga­tion. The sea snail’s ner­vous sys­tem con­tains only about 18,000 cells, and many of those are big enough to see with the naked eye. The snails can be trained to exhib­it cer­tain behav­iors in response to stim­uli, and changes in their ner­vous sys­tems can be mon­i­tored with rel­a­tive ease.

Doubt­less, much can be learned by study­ing sea snails, but there are vast dif­fer­ences between Aplysi­a’s “brain” and that of humans. Do sea snails suf­fer embar­rass­ment when they for­get a name? Do sea snails put impor­tant papers in a safe place and then for­get where they put them? Has a sea snail ever for­got­ten its mate’s birth­day? Can a crea­ture with only 18,000 nerve cells be said to prop­er­ly remem­ber at all?

A perplexing problem

No more chal­leng­ing rid­dle remains to be solved by sci­ence than how it is that from a life­time of expe­ri­ences we can sum­mon up remem­brances of things past — sights, sounds, tastes, smells, ideas, skills, con­vic­tions. No one but the most obdu­rate mind-body dual­ists doubt that mem­o­ries are some­how phys­i­cal­ly stored in that vast elec­tro-chem­i­cal sys­tem called the brain, but exact­ly how and where remains uncertain.

Mean­while, I start down the slip­pery slope of for­get­ful­ness. Do nerve cells die with age, not to be replaced, tak­ing mem­o­ries irre­versibly with them? Or is it only the abil­i­ty to process mem­o­ries — to call them up from the data banks — that under­goes alter­ation with age? A huge body of sci­en­tif­ic lit­er­a­ture has accu­mu­lat­ed on the sub­ject of mem­o­ry and aging, but the answers remain frus­trat­ing­ly elusive.

There was one more thing I want­ed to say about mem­o­ry. Now, let’s see, what was it? It’s just on the tip of my tongue.

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