A furry gram of divinity, curled up in your hand

A furry gram of divinity, curled up in your hand

A wooly bear caterpillar • Photo by Amy (CC BY 2.0)

Originally published 31 October 1994

Wool­ly bears are on the march. Dou­ble time. Mak­ing tracks. Trucking.

They real­ly move, along the side­walk, across the path, at a typ­i­cal speed of a yard-a-minute — super­son­ic for a cater­pil­lar — on 16 lit­tle legs (or what pass for legs) hid­den in their brushy hair. Where are they going?

The guide­books say if you see a wool­ly bear in the path in the fall, it is look­ing for a secure place to spend the win­ter — under leaves, inside a log, behind a loose clap­board. Then why do we so often see them on open paths, bar­rel­ing along in the same direc­tion we are going, as if late for an appoint­ment or out for a jog?

They’ll get to their hid­den rest­ing places soon­er or lat­er, for I’ve occa­sion­al­ly found them in Jan­u­ary or Feb­ru­ary curled up under leaves or logs like sleep­ing kit­tens, snooz­ing the win­ter away in frozen slum­ber. The nat­u­ral­ist Edwin Way Teale described the tight­ly curled wool­ly bears as doz­ing doughnuts.

But the search for a suit­able win­ter­ing place can’t explain the cater­pil­lar’s Octo­ber predilec­tion for side­walks, roads, and open spaces. Even a half-blind bug with a pin­point brain can tell smooth asphalt from a place that is like­ly to have cozy nooks and crannies.

I’ll tell you what the wool­ly bears are doing. They are doing the same thing we are doing. Enjoy­ing these last warm days of autumn. Tak­ing the air. Stretch­ing their limbs.

When­ev­er I meet some­one jad­ed with life, for­get­ful of mys­tery, bored out of their minds, I pick up a wool­ly bear and place it in their palm. An inch-and-a-half of slip­pery fur. A walk­ing mus­tache. Two bulging eyes (or what pass for eyes) in there among the bris­tles, the only way to tell which end is going and which is coming.

This slip of cute­ness — for, yes, they are cute, a favorite pet of chil­dren, wor­thy of a place in the ted­dy bear stores — this frag­ile slip of cute­ness sur­vives New Eng­land’s deep freeze, one of the hardy insects that win­ter over in the lar­val stage. In spring, it wakes, has a bite to eat, then rolls itself into a pupa, using its hairs to make the cocoon, lac­ing them togeth­er with silk. Two weeks lat­er, an Isabel­la tiger moth emerges, presto-chango, like a magi­cian’s trick.

A black-and-brown wool­ly bear goes into the box — a wave of the wand — a yel­low-winged tiger moth emerges. Some­how, the crea­ture has man­aged to remake itself, rear­rang­ing its atoms, from crawl­ing fuzzball to air­borne angel.

In few insects is the trans­for­ma­tion so stun­ning, so com­plete. An insa­tiable leaf-eat­ing machine becomes a sex-obsessed nec­tar-sip­per. Shape, col­or, inter­nal organs, mode of trans­porta­tion — all changed. It’s as if an ele­phant became a swan, or a rat­tlesnake became a parakeet.

Of course, the total­i­ty of the trans­for­ma­tion is to some extent illu­so­ry. What remains con­stant through all the stages of meta­mor­pho­sis is infor­ma­tion. It’s all there, at the heart of every cell, in the DNA, blue­prints for mak­ing a wool­ly bear and a tiger moth.

There are clus­ters of cells in the lar­val cater­pil­lar that are des­tined to become anatom­i­cal fea­tures of the adult moth, dor­mant, await­ing a chem­i­cal sig­nal that will make them surge into activ­i­ty. The warmth of spring releas­es hor­mones from glands in or near the brain. These cause the cater­pil­lar to build a chrysalis and begin metamorphosis.

Pre­vi­ous­ly dor­mant adult cells begin to mul­ti­ply. They take their nutri­ents from super­seded lar­val cells, which are trans­formed into a kind of nutri­ent soup for the ben­e­fit of the grow­ing adult organs. The wool­ly bear’s six stumpy front feet are turned into the tiger moth­’s slen­der legs. Four bright wings devel­op, as do repro­duc­tive organs. Chew­ing mouth parts become adapt­ed for suck­ing. In two weeks, the rearrange­ment of atoms is com­plete. The chrysalis breaks.

There’s no way to think about this with­out gasp­ing for breath. It’s one thing to under­stand the biol­o­gy, at least that part of it that we know some­thing about: DNA, hor­mones, gene expres­sion, and all that. But know­ing the biol­o­gy only makes the meta­mor­pho­sis all the more breathtaking.

Not mag­ic at all, but a fierce, inex­tin­guish­able force dri­ving the
uni­verse, Dylan Thomas’ “green fuse,” per­me­at­ing every atom of mat­ter, soak­ing nature the way water soaks a sponge. Call it life, call it God, call it an inch-and-a-half of black and brown fur. It can’t be ignored when you hold it curled in your hand, a gram of divinity.

Lift it gen­tly from the palm, tak­ing care not to let it slip between your fin­gers. Place it again on the side­walk. The lar­va of the Isabel­la tiger moth slow­ly uncurls, lifts its head (ah, so that’s the ante­ri­or end), takes a near­sight­ed gaze around (or is it a sniff?), then scur­ries off again in its head­long dash for who-knows-what, a many-foot­ed dis­til­la­tion of the Her­a­clitean fire that ani­mates the world, hell-bent-for-cater­pil­lar-leather under Octo­ber’s gold­en sun.

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