Folds in the fabric of time

Folds in the fabric of time

Baltimore oriole • Illustration by Emma Bell Miles (Public Domain)

Originally published 7 July 1997

In her auto­bi­og­ra­phy, Pulitzer Prize-win­ning author Eudo­ra Wel­ty writes: “The events in our lives hap­pen in a sequence in time, but in their sig­nif­i­cance to our­selves they find their own order, a timetable not nec­es­sar­i­ly — per­haps not pos­si­bly — chronological.”

Wel­ty, now 88 years old, has lived most of her life in the house in Jack­son, Mis­sis­sip­pi, in which she was born, a house filled with clocks that ticked off lin­ear min­utes. Her sto­ries and nov­els fol­low a dif­fer­ent sort of clock, for which moments are weight­ed by sig­nif­i­cance — what she calls “the con­tin­u­ous thread of revelation.”

Let me fol­low such a thread.

One morn­ing not long ago, walk­ing to work along the usu­al path through woods and mead­ows, I hap­pened upon a blue­bird, a goldfinch, and a Bal­ti­more ori­ole togeth­er in the same small clus­ter of trees.

Such a gift! Such a blessed­ness of col­or. I stood trans­fixed, let­ting my gaze drift from one bird to the other.

The time­keep­er jumps — to Chat­tanooga, Ten­nessee, the ear­ly fifties. I am 16 years old, dream­ing lazi­ly in bed on a sum­mer morn­ing. I look out the win­dow and see a bird unlike any I have seen before, bril­liant orange, like a leaf afire.

I have a job that sum­mer as stack boy for the Chat­tanooga Pub­lic Library. When I get to work I look for a bird book, and find Our South­ern Birds by Emma Bell Miles. It isn’t the best book I might have found — the illus­tra­tions aren’t in col­or — but it helps me iden­ti­fy a Bal­ti­more oriole.

More to the point, I am much tak­en by the author’s illus­tra­tions, sketch­es of great sim­plic­i­ty; a few lines, a few hatch­ings, and the birds come alive. For a few weeks I am inspired to sketch birds. Soon, I have a fat note­book full of drawings.

The time­keep­er skips again. It is four decades lat­er, the ear­ly nineties. I am brows­ing a book­store in Chat­tanooga and come across a paper­back reprint of Our South­ern Birds, pub­lished in 1983 by the Walden’s Ridge His­tor­i­cal Asso­ci­a­tion. In a moment of nos­tal­gia, I buy the book and redis­cov­er Emma Bell Miles.

She is born on Octo­ber 19, 1879, to school­teacher par­ents in Rab­bit Hash, Ken­tucky. At the age of 11, she moves with her fam­i­ly to wood­ed Walden’s Ridge near Chat­tanooga. The girl is inter­est­ed in nature and in art. At age 20, she goes away to the St. Louis School of Art, but after two win­ters returns to her beloved moun­tain. She mar­ries Frank Miles and bears five children.

Her life is hard. The fam­i­ly lives in a shack. Emma sells sto­ries, poems, and paint­ings to make ends meet, includ­ing a book called The Spir­it of the Moun­tains, drawn from her expe­ri­ence as a school teacher on Walden’s Ridge. Lat­er, the book will become a trea­sured record of the life and songs of the moun­tain peo­ple. Her health breaks. Tuberculosis.

In and out of the sana­to­ri­um, Emma moves with her fam­i­ly to Chat­tanooga, where she paints and lec­tures on birds to school and civic groups. She acquires a mod­est local fame, but clings to life by a thread. The thread is her love of birds.

In the spring of 1918, a Chica­go book pub­lish­er calls on Emma and togeth­er they plan a book on south­ern birds. Prepar­ing the text and illus­tra­tions keeps her alive for anoth­er sum­mer. Our South­ern Birds comes off the press in March 1919, and the pub­lish­er brings copies to her house. Two weeks lat­er she dies, at age 39.

Anoth­er fold in the fab­ric of time — to the spring of 1997. I am again read­ing Emma Bell Miles.

The blue­bird: “A win­try road­side may be sud­den­ly illu­mined by the descent of a dozen blue­birds on a sumach bush, or a poke­weed in late sum­mer may be laid flat under the weight of a flock com­ing to eat pur­ple berries.”

The goldfinch: “The song is quite canary-like, but soft­er, with a vari­ety of pret­ty chirps and trills. On the wing, their undu­lat­ing course is punc­tu­at­ed by a twit­ter described by the moun­tain peo­ple as ‘Meat’s cheap­er — meat’s cheaper.’ ”

The Bal­ti­more ori­ole: “Its col­or is splen­did, as if brought from the trop­i­cal jun­gle, rich orange, with black wings and tail.”

Emma Bell Miles intend­ed her lit­tle book as a teach­ing guide for school chil­dren. In an epi­logue, she advis­es teach­ers to encour­age their stu­dents to pro­cure a good note­book, keep records of their obser­va­tions (“…the most impor­tant of them should be writ­ten in ink…”), and dis­cuss in class such ques­tions as “Why birds should be pro­tect­ed” and “How we may pro­tect the birds.”

I was one of many young­sters touched by her tal­ent, and it is with plea­sure that I acknowl­edge here — in the fold­ing and refold­ing of time — those few weeks of sketch­ing birds at age 16 that helped pre­pare me to appre­ci­ate a con­gre­ga­tion of col­or in a clus­ter of trees more than four decades later.

Emma Bell Miles lived for com­mon things, she said — “smells of hot mead­ows, of rain-wet plowed land, of barn lofts and kitchen cor­ners.” And birds, of course. It might have been her life that Eudo­ra Wel­ty was describ­ing when she wrote: “As you have seen, I am a writer who came from a shel­tered life. A shel­tered life can be a dar­ing life as well. For all seri­ous dar­ing starts from within.”

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